Why do I want to go oversea for my education ? I don't know....
However, I realised that is one of the chances to give me the experiences that I even have. I know my personality. If I were a fish, I don't wish to live in a pond, I want to swim in Ocean. I will scare, I will worry many things which I concern, but none will know that through my emotional expression.
What do I want ? I don't know.....
There are something weighed heavily on my mind. I can cook, I can clean, I can take care myself, these abilities are enough to let me living alone in oversea. However, I'm not going alone, I have friends who are going with me.
Lonely ?? It won't happen on me.
Finances ?? My parents, my family those ask me not to worry. They will fully support me to go there. Extra expenses, I can handle by myself. I know that I can.
Girl ?? I can say nothing on this problem. I know that she doesn't wish I go so far and so long. The only thing that i want to do for her is... LOVE Her.. More and More......
Are there many intersting things waiting for me ?? Am I excited or happy to await the day coming ?? It's unknown answer.
Day by day, I count that one by one. Those objects, human, incidents that are worried by me, I understand that I thought too much. Nothing will change even without me.
I'm going to go U.K. Even my body is there, I know that Malaysia has too many things that is still connecting with my heart, I can't give up to break them and not to worry them. If I change, that's not me anymore.
Down... Down... Down.....
Everyone... Be happy when I'm not around you..... Wait me back.... I will fulfill my promise.....
My farm... my land of idyllic beauty... I believe that U.K is the place which can let me fulfill my simple wish...
Be Smile... =)
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