C's

C,
the mark of result.
That is my destiny which I can try to change it, but I didn’t.

See,
the fatty boy is crying.
That is my emotion which I can choose, but I can’t control.

Sick,
will you sick? Don’t act please.
That is the reflection of people when I told them I was sick.

Sea,
a place which I like to go.
That is the place which can listen my mind and accept tears.

C,
a shape of moon.
That is the mirror which can reflect all the people who I miss.

See,
we look at our eyes each other.
There is only one in our life.

Sick,
when your life is in danger.
We know that we’re caring each other.

Sea,
will be beside full house in the future.
The house will be built but cannot without you.
And happiness will become the only word which people describe us.

Phew.....

Once,
I told to hurricane: I’m sorry…
It blew toward me rapidly, without giving me a chance,
and blew away and expelled everything within me.

Once,
I told to storm: I’m sorry…
It blew toward me violently, refused my apologize,
and destroyed everything at that moment.

Once,
I told to gale: I’m sorry…
It blew toward me fleetly, accepted my apologize,
but still refused to exonerate my crime,
ignored my invocation, harmed itself and damaged my life.

Once,
I told to breeze: I’m sorry...
It blew toward me gently, accepted my apologize,
forgave me, surrounded me, cuddled me, kissed me.

Today,
I told to wind: I’m sorry…
I hope that it will bring my apologize,
blow toward you to beg for your forgiveness.

U.K Dreamz......

Almost one hundred and fifty more days, my U.K dream is going to come true..... I will continue for my further education.



Why do I want to go oversea for my education ? I don't know....



However, I realised that is one of the chances to give me the experiences that I even have. I know my personality. If I were a fish, I don't wish to live in a pond, I want to swim in Ocean. I will scare, I will worry many things which I concern, but none will know that through my emotional expression.



What do I want ? I don't know.....



There are something weighed heavily on my mind. I can cook, I can clean, I can take care myself, these abilities are enough to let me living alone in oversea. However, I'm not going alone, I have friends who are going with me.



Lonely ?? It won't happen on me.

Finances ?? My parents, my family those ask me not to worry. They will fully support me to go there. Extra expenses, I can handle by myself. I know that I can.



Girl ?? I can say nothing on this problem. I know that she doesn't wish I go so far and so long. The only thing that i want to do for her is... LOVE Her.. More and More......

Are there many intersting things waiting for me ?? Am I excited or happy to await the day coming ?? It's unknown answer.

Day by day, I count that one by one. Those objects, human, incidents that are worried by me, I understand that I thought too much. Nothing will change even without me.

I'm going to go U.K. Even my body is there, I know that Malaysia has too many things that is still connecting with my heart, I can't give up to break them and not to worry them. If I change, that's not me anymore.

Down... Down... Down.....

Everyone... Be happy when I'm not around you..... Wait me back.... I will fulfill my promise.....

My farm... my land of idyllic beauty... I believe that U.K is the place which can let me fulfill my simple wish...

Be Smile... =)

The 2nd chinese poem in my blog...... << 缘>>

前世缘，
今世约，
相思相伴而泪别。

今世诀，
来世缘，
月夜月下续前缘。

牛郎盼，
织女望，
七夕喜鹊来建桥。

二轮钟，
东阳升，
彩桥逝而泪如雨。

今观此，
即缘之，
悄悄留笔予评之。

维谢之，
叹之，
圆世有缘而圆又缘。


=)

The 1st chinese poem in my blog...... << 留~恋>>

昔日情犹在，人事已全非；
吾望鸳鸯分离，欲惜亦无奈。
万物亿中结缘，情缘需千载；
即情丝犹在，屈膝以惜之。

系铃人祸之，寻解铃人解之；
友人把酒谈心，情人终生相伴。
吾不忍鸳鸯分离，千载姻缘散；
但愿人长久，喜酒三思而后来........... =)