Miss you ~ (3)

Today~ 22 August
Weather~ Sunny Morning

This the third day, third post since I decided to use this method to miss you...

This is a Sunday morning, you're in M'sia right.....
I believe that you are still in bed if your family does not need to go your granny's house...

First I recognized you, you disliked sleep early in the night, and would not wake up early in the morning... seems like a normal teenager....

After five years, this habit has slightly changed.... Since both of us entered different University, course work, project, assignment became a burden for us.. Sleep early that become an impossible job, but you are not sleep late in the morning... You're as cute as before.... You become different as before...

Do you think why I fall in love you with you... Because your beauty face.? your brilliant.? or what do you think.?

If you can find out an answer, that's mean you did not love me at all in five years...
Feeling cannot use to be a reason or excuse... I love you since god gave me a chance to recognize you...

Thanks for every probability, thanks for the chance to love you...... my lov<3.....

It's me... Thinking of you......

Today__ 21 August midnight...
Weather__ No rain, but I think quite cold.. although I'm in aircon room...
Feeling__ Same as usual...

I still remember... you have a sensitive nose... Sneeze is your friend, tissue is your partner... Somebody said: everytime you sneeze, there will be someone is thinking of you...

Yes, you can consider your condition as that case.. Because, I'm thinking of you..... I cannot deny that, I'm not thinking of you for whole day... However, just everytime when you sneezed...

Yes, maybe you are right, your sneezing is not my business; I have no that strength to control your nose...... Actually, I'm in controlled.... By you...

Your magic is still effective to affect my mind, my feeling, my heart... Your sneezing scene, which has been printed in my blood, I still can feel it...

Everytime, I saw you to wipe your sneeze... I saw your pity face, I cannot reduce my caring from you... You need someone to take care.... You're like a child.....

Since you decided to pass your hand for me, I took the responsibility to guard you, to love you, take care you.... I'm sorry, I cant finish my job in the end....

One day, if you got chance to read this post, I hope that you have already found your true love...
I will be your guardian Angel in somewhere you never know......

Dun let anyone to bully you or hurt you......

I love you...... and Good Night.. My beloved xiao pei......

I Think I ........

I've tried to control myself..... I know that will affect your life if I cannot control........ How can I do...... Am I too stubborn.....?

I can't told to anyone, because that's our business...(maybe is only mine)

So painful........ Are you really want to break up with me.?

Seriously, that's what you want, then I will respect your decision..... Haha, what am I talking about the silly thing. Did i really respect you? If I have, why am I still writing the post here? Why did i still disturb you......

ARh... Sorry, sorry... Really I feel sorry to you........ Sorry for my rude, sorry for my fault, sorry for my silly, sorry for hurting you... Sorry... Sorry............

I miss you..... Sorry, if you got chance to see this post..... Pls forgive me..... Sorry for seeing my weakness.......

My exam's seat number

This is the second day of my final exam...

I got the same seat number during these two days. It's '9'... Do you still remember what's the meaning for this number..?

Yes, that's your favorite number wad... I dun know whether there is any hint for me to get this number, since we became like this... I felt pain as I felt happy..... This number is felt like you're supporting me to my final, or i was thinking about you when i looked at it every time.

I cannot focus which I was looking the number.... Cus i'm useless, not your fault...

In one day, I will recover...

However, today I still miss you... Miss You, Miss my beloved you... so much.......