Hi~ How are you ... ^.^

......How are you...

I hope that you will be fine...

......Are you still online to do your homework and plan to do until 2~3 o clock...

Please remember to take a good rest... You know, your body is not as strong as the OX, but your temper is. I hope that you will listen, that's good for you, not me.

......Do you still sneezing...

Please take care yourself... Remember to sheathe the blanket when you want to sleep.

......What is your feeling now when you're looking the post...

I miss you... mix some unavoidably, sadness, impulsion and guity...

......What do you want to tell me now...

I LOVE you... As same as before, as after, as future, as... forever...

What were you and What are you

You were a diamond. You were beautiful, rare, effulge. When I got you, I used all my energy to protect you... Prevent the thief, robber and everything that might hurt you.

You were my favourite fruit juice. You were one kind of fruit juice that was the first choice I would order. Nothing special, normal and so on. I loved such as the sport which I liked to do. You asked why, my answer always be "Because I like, there is no reason.". Such as plain water, you did not know why you would drink it either you were thirsty or not.

You are my queen. When you are here, my country is peace, nicety, harmony. Everything is amazing, nice, wonderful. When you were left for awhile, everything starts to lost control. Disaster, war, violence, and all of the bads come together. Everything is messy, uncontrolable.

You are a Moon. You will not lighten by yourself, but you will reflect the light of other people. You are not the biggest or brightest star in my life, but you are the most important star in my world. One day, if you were missing, flood and ebb will be lost control. You could be missing, all the human and animals will be going to vanish too.

Everything become a blank paper. There is no colour, no picture... ...

I Love You, within true or false. To be or not to be... ... Depend on what was I and what am I... on your mind... in your heart...

Photograph

Photograph is only one kind of memorable memory to memorize. It’s still belong to past.

“Can you give me one of your photos?”

“Can we take a photo together?”

“No…No…No” is the replied he was always given.

Normally, people visited some places, took the photograph to record and prove they came to there before. Even happy or sadness, those are memorable.

One day, when ‘forever’ has its limit, and comes over soon. Photographs become the most trustiness object in your life. Forever has gone, photos are still here. You can hate the lie of forever, please believe that second when you took the photograph. You were happiness, at least at that moment.

None can back to past, past be belonging to us. None can take away or destroy it.

Forever has gone, chase and keep the things which are still belonging to us. That’s our treasure. Look forward. Be good, be love, and be happy to treat them.

Dinner in Italiannies

Due to the reason 97 > 70, my 'BEST' friend who is called "RAJ", treats me and ERIC LOW to come Italiannies. ERIC LOW who actually make a profit from me lar, because he did not bet in our competition. I explain more detail. RAJ, this 'timid chicken' felt that he's sure lose to ERIC, so he won't allow ERIC LOW to take part the competition.......


Pasta, spaghetti, pizza are the food which we ordered, drinks we ordered the heineken. Food is really nice. If i have chance, I will come back again, and I would not use my money to pay the bill.... >.<

After finishing the food, RAJ paid the bill. Both of them had almost finish their Heineken. Mine? still got half. I was really full. My stomach really cannot fill anything inside. However, due to a word "CHICKEN", i did not want to be a CHICKEN, I would be brave, and straight away to finish the 250mL Heineken at once.

That's not meaning I cannot drink, I was too full. When I finished the 250mL heineken, whole body was stunned. I cannot move, I realised I would vomit if I moved. However, two CHICKEN were keep laughing beside me, and made me laugh.

In the end, you will know what was happening. Yes, I was so lousy and I vomitted. Luckily, there was only one couple mentioned that I vomitted.

Quater of my food was spitted out..... Whole body is also getting well..... Due to the Heineken, I feel quite warm and quite sleepy now..... Do abit assignment, I'm going to sleep.....

Good Night....... =)

Memory~2

Since you did not look at my blog for a long time, I changed a lot of template in my blog. Totally, you would feel that it's quite weird. It's totally different with the blog before.

Hope you guys will enjoy when you're reading my blog. You can give comment or advice to let me improve the design of my blog.

Brown colour background, which mean the memory is belong to past. Past is only suited to use brown colour. Night Angel, come from my english NI-GEL. I did not wish that I can become a god. The wish I have which is..... I would like to become the angel who is only belong to you. You no need to share your happiness for me, i just want to look at you every night, see whether you sleep very well.

Animation slide, which is represented what I'm thinking every night. Just give me a

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when you see me in the next time.

It is enough for me, for everything.....

Du~~~~Du~~~

The sadness melody is circling in the room.

“Should we close to the happiness when we rose up our feet toward the sky?” That was the last call between two of them. He knew, but she did not mention. He tried to remember all her emotion, her voice and everything. By the time, she was just silent and listened what he said.

“In one day, if I’m not longer in the world and if you would accidently think of me, please remember I loved you so much at once. Even now I told you I would forget you at once but I closed my eyes, tears started dropping. I knew that I did not love you anymore, which are the lie I cheat myself.”

“Please believe I love you, as before, all the time, and forever. In one day, when I’m not longer in your life, if you felt that you need to find a more suitable person, the answer I give you which is go ahead to chase your happiness. However, I would not treat other person as good as you.”

“Don’t cry, open wise your eyes, keep the tears inside your eyes. It’s the time; you should learn the changing from fairytale to reality.” Be brave, smile to continue your life.”
Phone is hanging up. Another side of phone… Du~~Du~~~~~, tears has been get wet whole her shirt.

HE and SHE

HE and SHE recognized each other since they were young. When HE recalled back to the first meet with her, everything is still very apparent. That day, what kind of fate arranged them to sit together in the class in their secondary school? It was amazing. HE was happy with that, but HE never ever mentioned that tragedy was growing up since the fate pulled them together.
HE was sad and there was no any appetite. The day they exchanged the ICQ, MSN, and the phone number, everything looked good. They never ever knew that will bring them suffering in the future. A great legend was created by them, there was a calamity was also waiting to present when the legend was broken.

Beyond question, they became a couple after one year. Everyone felt that they are happiness and never ever gave any comment to them. Low flame, they never ever try to mention and put it off. One day, the great fire was burning and damaging them. They were injured.
HE was crying. The day, they promised each other they will continue their love to the eternity liked the fairy tale. “Yes, I do”, “Yes, I promise” these kind of sentences were still turning in his mind. The day, HE broke and SHE rejected. Tragedy started to disturb their normal life.
How can they do? Keep it silent. That was the way they used at the same time. Both of them knew that where the problem was. However, none wanted to spoil it out. It will be very peace before the hurricane came. They planted a bomb by themselves.

The day, HE could not fall asleep. HE recalled that the bomb was exploded. HE wanted to avoid the bomb became bigger and bigger, HE tried to explode it. Will HE reduce the power of the bomb? Certainly, it was impossible. Bomb broke the legend, polite broke the communication, and true heart broke the relationship.

The tear was still dropping. They loved each other that HE knew. HE wanted to explain but HE could not. The day HE planned to explain to her, the day SHE has gone aboard.
Mirage was created by the suffering. It was not suit to him, because it was too late. No wonder how he suffered, mirage would not give him any chance. HE was sad, disappointed, and regret. The time, HE wanted to show his love without using his mouth. That time, HE wanted to beg her forgiveness. However, his true heart never ever convey to her.

The day, before he stepped in the coffin, HE was thinking regret. HE still owned her a meal which SHE wanted him to cook for her during her birthday. A ring that to identity of her in his heart. At that moment, HE dropped his last tear and HE realized that SHE liked to fly kite. And HE never ever accompanied her to play once time.

~Silent~

In the deserted street,
I’m looking for someone.

To pour out frame of mind,
got the reply by none.
Made the decision in the end,
Be a neighbor with lonesome.

Our love,
like the scene you always passed by.
It’s always processing,
however the footsteps will never stop for me.

I give you my love silently,
to exchange caring from you occasionally.
Originally is an open relationship,
but I can’t have a name in it.

You said love such as cloud.
Change its shape randomly,
float on sky leisurely.
It’s only called pretty.

I trust in the end,
pleasant to listen your reasons.

I give you my love silently,
to exchange your concerned occasionally.
Its two people dating,
but it’s become a party by you.

I give you my love silently,
be determined from start till now.
I thought I will be going on,
But I realized that love should be replied.

I give you my love silently,
with my tear’s capricious on my face.

In the end,
I realized that fate is used to explain,
the incident of our meeting is unpredictable,
but the future of us is predictable and can be building by us.
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