Guilty

Two days ago, I took part my graduation day of ICPUP. It represented that I have finished my couse of this year. In the graduation day, we also took our final results...... Too bad...

Is ok, I accepted it. That night, I told my parents about my result. I was sad because my result is not enough to apply the scholarship. My mum told me that she gives me a clever brain, but I don't know to use it, so that is not her fault to make me have the bad result.
Haiz, she's so relax to say that. I'm also nothing to say.

These few days, I'm planning to write a scholarship application letter to the Taylor's. I don't know my application can be accepted or not, but I wish that they will accept me. My father told me before, I'm wasting his money. As the result, I wish I can reduce the money which come from my parents.

On the other hand, my sister will continue her study in Australia after Chinese New year. I know that it is needed a sum of money again. My sister's result was no bad, but she never thought about how to apply scholarship to save money from her parents, maybe she thought her parents are rich. However, I won't think so. Maybe i'm wasting too much money from my parents, I'm guilty because is my own fault, I can say nothing.

I hope that my application letter can be accepted. I don't want to be a son who is only wasting his parents's money. I will look down myself, you can look down me also.